National Selfie Day!

Since it’s national selfie day! Woop woop 🤳🏽Also, I’m reppin’ one of my favorite bands of all time, Deftones!🤟🏽😎

Quick story about them: I went through a bad phase in life a long time ago and well, I won’t dive into that now but for a while I couldn’t even listen to them because it brought back such bad memories but now I listen to them ALL THE TIME. No bad memories here 🙅🏻‍♀️ just lessons learned. Anyway, I enjoy listening to them soooo much more now and I’ve seen them three times. I’m hoping to see them this year outside of Florida. It’s on the Bucket list.

We shall see!

So Back to the selfie post:

I used to take more selfies, well when I was like in my 20s. Now I’m like meh…people know I how I look and I think I’m cute. I don’t take selfies to remind myself, I just look in the mirror and say “you da bomb” and do a little dance 💣💥💃🏼 honestly, I feel weird when I watch someone take a selfie. Is that strange? Like “eww do I look like a dumbass when I take one or is it just normal now?”

Hmmm 🤔

Random thoughts here… don’t mind me!

Happy thirstyThursday loves!

Fear.

“Fear is not a trivial matter. In many ways, it restricts our lives; it imprisons us.”

So I have been a little M.I.A., been fighting some big ass demons. lol. I just want to talk about something I think that we all face – knowingly or not. Maybe you don’t always feel it but when you do, you don’t know what to do. It causes anxiety, stress, heartache…and you know what it’s a real bitch. Constantly stopping you from what you want to do or pursue and to be honest, I never thought that I would be the person to even own up to this but I will, fear, it has stopped me from living my life to the fullest.

I have a huge fear of letting people down and/or disappointing them.

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